This is it!

This is it. the end things have been tough i have sheded my share of tears, staying up late at night, worrying. Well all I can say I did the best I could with the situation I was in. I wanted to give up but I wouldn't have felt any better I perfer to try than to do nothing at all at least I can say I tried at least. I know things happen for a reason. I wish my luck will change things get better. It's alot going on here all I can do is push forward. I tried to cut down my load some I need a break or maybe one of those vacations I been dreaming about.

Sunny

It's sunny outside, and you know where my favorite place to be is the beach. I been dreaming even more lately. A lot has been on my mind I just want to sleep it away, but it is known that the problems won't disappear. Everytime I wake up it's back to reality. I can't believe how fast things can go downhill, and the funny thing is alot of it isn't really my problem! Everyone needs help, needs to talk, needs money, a place to stay! Man, I never get a break. My child has been sick and it's like nobody cares its whatever I can help them with it's sad.

crunch time

It is crunch time. Things are hard. So much school work, child ill, hundreds of doctors appt, lost one of my jobs, and trying to not be stressed! I can't wait till this is all over. Right now I just hope things turn out right for me from the looks though everything has gone all wrong. It's so much going on I'm suprised I have not passed out from all this. I will keep trying ..

life

Life has taken over! Life is hard so the saying is so true. I 've heard it all my life and now I'm experienceing it first hand. Latley I have been behind on everything, my son's asthma has been acting up, my mom been sick, have school to focus on. Having two jobs also plays a roll too because it's not just that! Children is a fulltime job, And a relationship the same. Sometimes thigs can get so frustrating seems like everything is due bills, school assignments, and when one thing knocks you down everything else comes down with it. See what I have to learn is to get it together, and pull it tight. I keep a calender and my schedule is jamed tight no time to squeeze anything in. There are other worrisome things that seem to not go away.. The summer coming and I plan to change alot of things. I learned out of this expirience that you have to be happy for you to suceed. Times are difficult but it would there for long, it will pass. just have to believe.

What is wrong with people!

I wonder about people. What is wrong with them. I know it sounds mean but it's the truth and it is okay to just say what is wrong with people! I say this because there had been some issues that I can't believe can happen. Knowing some of these people, I now say anything can happen.
If you are married and you a cheating with both genders why would you get mad when the people who is not your husband gets into a relationship? What are you thinking? Stop cheating or get a divorce!
When you have five children of your own why are you at my home looking for a man that is not your husband so you can start some drama? What are you thinking? Go home with your children!
When you already have six children and you don't take care of none of them in any way, you don't have a place to stay, no car, owes over ten thousand dollars in child support..why are you still making babies. What is wrong with you? Get your stuff together!
when you are told a guy is no good you are told he's dating your friends cousin, and four other girls and he spreads all their business out ..Why do you add on to his girlfriend list and try to hide it from your BEST FRIEND? Hello your business is all over the place and your Best friend and all his friends knows your business Stop trying to hide it it's no secret!
If your man keep telling you hes coming to see you and he don't you have not seen him in 2 years no support, and he makes lots of excuses but tells you hes terminally ill and you know hes not. Whats wrong with you? Leave him stop being dumb!
There are more but I'm going to end this for now there will be another "Whats wrong with you part 2!

Life

Life isnt easy. Everyone has there share of trails and tribulations. No need to judge it is what it is. Nothing is wrong with that. It helps If you don't go through things first hand you will never learn. I like to think of everyone as being special . Life is a learning process. Life is thrown at you in different ways never the same . You know you can learn something everyday from anyone no matter race, age, religion. It's alway something all you have to do is focus it comes to you. As humans the first thing we think to do is stress we get overwhelmed and everything seems to fall apart. If we dont stress more work gets done , and we will feel alot better. . thank god for that!

In Love

Have you found that one person who completes you? I have My man is like a breath of fresh air. when Im with him I'm automatically on vacation. His dreamy eyes mezmorize me, and every decision I make he supports me. all in all he completes me. I really feel like he is the one you want by your side, the one who can tell you it's going to be okay an it really does! The one I can cuddle with all night and play with all day. He can be serious and gentle at the same time he is the greatest man ever, and I got him. Every stormy day he makes fade away. we have each other's back and that what it is. He is the one!